Dana opened one eye. There wasn't even a faint gleam of light below
the heavy, vinyl-lined hotel curtains. She moaned and turned over,
looking at the clock. Five forty-eight. It wasn't fair. Here she was,
safe, sound, fed, and warm, and she hadn't slept for more than half an
hour at a time all night. She'd slept better in the cold, damp shed. Of
course, there was one major difference. There was no one in this room to
hold her, no one to make sure she was safe.
All night long she'd dozed, only to wake up with a rush of adrenalin,
thinking she heard a noise, or seen a shadow. Once she'd dreamed of a
strange, white place, and pain, and fear. She tried not to think about
that. She knew Mulder was just across the hall, but she didn't even know
if he'd bother to come if she called. He'd been acting like an incredible
jerk lately. Or maybe it wasn't lately. Maybe he'd acted like that all
along, and it had just taken her this long to realize that she didn't have
to put up with it.
She grabbed the extra pillow and put it over her eyes. It made her
nose itch, so she took it off again, throwing it across the room with a
muttered curse that would have appalled her father, and required a dollar
donation to the Cuss Bank. She said it three more times, just for good
measure. She thought about the offices at the VCTF. She thought about
her own office. What own office? She didn't have an office, she didn't
have a desk, she didn't even have a nameplate on the door. After four
years. It was as if not only everything in the office, but she too, were
somehow Mulder's property. She thought about the digital display George
had used to highlight her bruise to all and sundry, then about the
twenty-five year-old slide projector she made do with. It rankled. She'd
joined the FBI to become someone like Grace Alvarez, not Mulder's
sidekick.
She felt more dissatisfied than she could ever remember feeling.
Maybe it hadn't been a good idea to give in to impulse and make love with
Bailey Malone. It had just shown her exactly how much she was missing.
She had no life of her own. All she had was Mulder's life. Mulder's
quest. And what had it cost her? Three months of her life, gone as if
they had never been, her sister, her belief in her government, and her
peace of mind. All gone.
A knock at the door froze her in place for a moment. Dana looked at
the clock again. Only six minutes had passed since she'd last checked it.
She knew, somehow, that it wasn't Mulder. Sudden fear stung her. What if
Jack had found her, wanting to finish what he'd started? She got up,
quietly drew her gun from its holster that was hung, with her suit, next
to the door. Standing at ready, she took a deep breath.
"Who is it?" She didn't open the door first. The hotel walls were
thin, and the sound would travel easily through them.
"Room service," her visitor announced. A man's voice.
She frowned. She hadn't ordered... suddenly a grin spread across
her face as the voice really registered on her. She drew the bolt and
unlocked the door, throwing it open so hard it banged the wall opposite.
"Bailey!"
In his left hand he held a cardboard drink tray with two Styrofoam
cups in it. Two tan bags with red and yellow lettering on them occupied
the other. The smell of coffee, eggs, and sausage mingled tantalizingly
in the air.
"I keep my promises," he said solemnly.
Room service. She remembered the exact moment he'd promised that.
She closed her eyes for a moment, blinking back tears, and would have
hugged him if he hadn't been otherwise occupied. She went to take the
coffee from him, and only then remembered her gun. His eyebrows lifted.
"Thought I was Mulder, did you?" he asked drily.
She laughed, shaking her head. "No, Jack." She put the safety back
on, and slipped it into its holster, then relieved him of the coffee tray
and set it on the bathroom counter. He put the fast- food bags down on
the suitcase valet. As soon as he was free, she went into his arms,
burying her face against his chest. He was wearing the trench-coat she'd
worn for the past two days. It still smelled faintly of woodsmoke. His
arms were strong and warm around her. She sighed. "God, I'm glad to see
you."
"Same here."
Dana let go of him and stepped back into the 'closet' area so he
could get by. "Come on in, before the maid comes by and decides I'm
hustling in the halls."
He eyed her sleeping attire, an oversized gray t-shirt, and grinned.
"Aren't you? Well, damn."
She laughed, and he stepped inside. She moved the 'do not disturb'
sign from the inner knob to the outer one as she closed, and locked the
door. He had snagged the coffee tray again, and motioned for her to pick
up the food, which she did. One of the bags seemed peculiarly heavy, he
must be really hungry.
Bailey took his coat off and settled at the table near the fake
sliding-glass door. Taking the coffees out of the tray, he set one in
front of him, and the other before the empty chair. She sat down across
from him and handed him the heavier bag, assuming the lighter one was her
own. He promptly handed it back to her, and took the lighter one. He
opened his own bag and took out a Styrofoam container, and nodded for her
to follow suit. He was watching her with a faint smile, and a look of
expectation which made her wonder what he was up to as she unrolled the
top of the bag and looked inside.
There were two boxes in her bag. As she got them out, she realized
one of them felt odd. Whatever was inside was heavy, and when she shook
it, rolled from side to side with a slight thud and an odd, snaky rustle.
She looked at him, then at the box. She set down the lighter box and
looked back at him. "Nothing had better jump out at me when I open this,"
she warned sternly.
He chuckled. "Don't worry."
Cautiously she undid the locking flap on the front of the container.
The lid popped up, and there on the pristine white Styrofoam rested the
unmistakable red-white-and-silver form of a Swiss Army Knife. It was a
small one, and a length of narrow steel chain had been threaded through
its carrying-loop. She stared at it, feeling oddly weepy, and wondering
what on earth had prompted him to get her a knife that had a toothpick and
a pair of tweezers.
"I wanted you to have something appropriate to wear to your next
abduction," he said, his voice shaded with both amusement and affection.
Oh, God. She really was blinking back tears now. Unable to speak,
she picked it up, her hands shaking a little, and started to put it around
her neck. The chain seemed awfully long.
"No, wait." He came over to kneel beside her. "Give it to me."
Puzzled and a little nervous, she put it in his hands. He opened the
clasp, slid the chain around her waist, then fastened it again. She
shivered a little as the chain settled around her, just below her navel.
It was peculiarly erotic.
"There." He touched the knife, dangling like a charm on her belly.
"I don't think your average crook is going to check here for anything. I
would have gotten wire cutters but I couldn't find any small enough to not
leave a bulge. It's not really big enough to be used as a weapon, but at
least you can cut the tops off of water bottles with ease."
She stared down at it for a long moment, awash in a strange swirl of
emotions; the fiery glow of sexual arousal, mixed with lump-in-throat
tenderness. She leaned forward and put her hands on either side of his
face. "It's the nicest present anyone ever gave me," she whispered
because her voice wouldn't work any other way, and she kissed him to
punctuate her words.
He kissed her back, a wonderfully sensual kiss that when it ended,
left her thinking of that quote from 'Bull Durham' about "...long slow,
deep, soft wet kisses that last three days." She looked at the unopened
breakfast-box on the table, then at the bed. Damn.
"When do we have to be back at work?" she asked thoughtfully.
He grinned. "Not for hours yet."
"You planned this," she accused, good naturedly.
"Who me? I just brought breakfast."
"Mmmhmm... seducing me with fine cuisine. I know your type. My
mother warned me about men like you."
"Hey, if it works..." His fingers were straying from the chain at
her waist, moving down her thigh. She shuddered with reaction, closing
her eyes. The smell of the dratted sausage-and-egg biscuit was making her
almost as crazy as his hand on her skin, and the knowledge that he was
just inches away. Decisions, decisions... she opened her eyes again, and
reached over to grab the box on the table with one hand, and to catch his
hand with the other.
"I hope you don't mind crumbs," she said, pulling him with her as she
headed for the bed.
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Stunned, Mulder stood at the door to his room, still staring into the
hall even though there wasn't anything to see now. He'd heard a knock
that sounded like it was on Scully's door, and being the paranoid type,
he'd gone to make sure she wasn't getting a visit from the friendly
neighborhood serial killer. He'd relaxed when he saw who stood there, but
then his curiosity had gotten the best of him. What was Bailey Malone
doing here at this hour? Wondering if it had something to do with Jack,
he'd waited, the door open only a crack. He got his answer, and it had
nothing to do with business.
He still couldn't believe what he'd just seen. He could believe in
little Grey men, morphing alien bounty-hunters, and mutant humanoid
flukes, but not Scully letting a man into her room at screech-o-clock in
the morning. She hadn't just let him in, she'd practically attacked him
in the hallway. Okay, so that was a bit of an exaggeration, they'd only
hugged, but she clearly hadn't been bothered by the fact that all she had
on was a t-shirt. This was a part of Scully he'd only seen once before,
and even then, she'd been 'under the influence,' so to speak. He closed
the door, quietly, and sat down on his bed, staring blankly off into
space. Maybe it was a good thing they were scheduled to go back to
Washington in two days.
Finis
Julia and I would like to thank Paula Vitaris for her invaluable help in
setting the Atlanta scene, Celli Lane & Beth Arritt for their help with
"Profiler" details, and the folks at Fox and NBC who created these two
shows and made it all possible.
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